{"data":{"title":"人走茶凉吗？不，反倒是暖人心","abstract":"在命运多重打击下，让自己一蹶不振。告别曾经的一切，所有的人，事，物，感情，觉得自己是可有可无那个，陷入谷底，真的连死的心都有。","cover":"https://p3.toutiaoimg.com/origin/tos-cn-i-qvj2lq49k0/cfb7f5217b1e4aee9796b1f2478802e8","articleType":"article","itemId":"7111966836111180328","groupId":"7111966836111180328","groupSource":2,"isOriginal":true,"banComment":false,"publishTime":"2022-06-22 15:43","source":"米尔巴登27","tag":"news_essay","mediaSite":null,"pathname":"/article/7111966836111180328/","loginUserInfo":null,"favorite":false,"relation":{"isFollowing":false,"isFollowed":false},"likeData":{"userLikeStatus":0,"count":5},"isSelf":false,"content":"
在命运多重打击下，让自己一蹶不振。告别曾经的一切，所有的人，事，物，感情，觉得自己是可有可无那个，陷入谷底，真的连死的心都有。
直到有一天觉得要改变，我努力尝试，又失败了，失败了好多次，失败了再来，慢慢摸索，慢慢找寻，再找寻中，我遇到那一束光，他是那么温暖，让自己的觉得不是很垃圾，不是废物，接着又出现了第二道光，在他们照耀下，我感受到了，偏爱与例外，我好享受当下，我珍惜他们。
在温暖的阳光下，我让自己忘记过去的一切，跟过去作了告别，突然前几日一位故友，说好友都还在想着我，没有把我忘记，心里五味杂陈，我质疑了，因为不敢相信，当聊天记录摆在眼前，我泪目了，感情是真的，记忆是真的，大家没有把我忘记，我还是我，让那个迷失的自己又彷徨了。
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